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Life is a game

Life is a game,
played by all.

Some ppl win,
and live happily.

Some ppl lose,
and live miserably.

Only one thing,
is certain.

Death comes to us all,
win or lose.


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  We are one

We are one to the world,
we all live, and we all die.
Some look to the earth,
some look to the sky.

Some feel joy,
some feel pain.
Others enjoy the sun,
the rest enjoy the rain.

Brothers and sisters,
all are the same

The darkness,
the light,
we are one.


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Dreams

Dreams are our life,
life is our dreams.
Each is the other,
both co-exist.

in my dreams,
i see anger and pain.
In my life i see anger and pain,
there is no difference.

Memories are the key,
they show us what was.
They surface in our dreams,
saying what went before.

Life is life,
dreams are dreams.
We must decide,
which we live.

live in the past,
battling the abuse.
Or live in the future,
dreaming of hope.


Understanding

Understanding is a tool,
or the key to life,
depending on where u stand.

I am in the middle,
i neither understand
or comprehend.

My life is muddled,
so full of pain and fear,
of the past and for the future.

When the pain is here,
i reach for the blade,
longing for blood to flow.

Better it makes me feel,
but how can causing pain,
rid myself of it.

This is the question,
asked by millions,
none can answer.

This is where,
understanding,
comes into play.

If we can answer this,
then maybe one day,
we will understand why..


Harm

Abuse, neglect,
i have suffered both.
When i asked for help,
none was given.

So why do peple now ask,
why i live this life,
pain and suffering continued,
yet it is all i know.

I have never known a life of happiness,
or a life of peace.
There is always something,
that happens to me.

Whether it is family
or my friends.
All cause me harm,
intentional or not.

The only thing to do,
is to live my way.
Cutting and burning,
helps me forget my suffering.

If you dont understand,
then just remember.
I have lived this through,
and i am living beyond..